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B 4 THE SNOW

Before the snow N eyes that glow and bitter blow, I knew it was time time to go, didn't know which way. I started anyway that I could, so that I stand again on my feet not my hands. HEAD high with false Halo before, in the snow, couldn't see, couldn't hear, never felt till the cold snow covers me like a sea of hands drowning in a sea of sand. Looking up but could be down everywhere I see sand surrounds, suddenly light Summer beam straight into my eyes, and when I blink I began to think, where am I now, where have I been, and do I ever go back again, to HEAVEN God in my headlights, I don't know I try to fight to fight when I don't know if you ever win. You can't give up, then you become part of the muck stuck as ur back is a bridge to self deemed righteous, ones feeling they somehow above 1 head down eyes of glow and bitter blow, comes to the nose of those who still fight to get free of the net of regret, the recoil that will destroy you if you do not destroy it first. you can blow up the outside world and lock yourself away, but what happens when you have to open the door and step into the light of day, will you burn like a vampire in the dawn, walk among the righteous and make your way to the final burn. I believe I'll turn, I believe I'll go in a whole new Direction, inner reflection, factors of snow and no more eyes that glow and no longer having bitter blow seeing things clearly, I believe I will reach and gather as many as I can and when we all can reach to the end will ascend and not have to defend using the backs of others as a bridge to walk on while they had head down no Halo. their eyes glow but they had never seen the snow they only had two bitter blow trust in the world and in the 1 all get that someday someway I will crawl creep or drag myself and all I can shelter if he allows I would hover over every soul especially those that felt lost the ones with the eyes glow bitter blow praying for snow.
ThaSociallyInsanePoet
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