you asked that day ,with a scary smile " baby girl , do you have dreams? "
with tears in my eyes hiding under the bed I replied , "no! "
you smiled again and left me there with a void.
there was nothing to eat so i was left only with one choice,
I made it!
went to the bed without making a noise,
that day I tried to dream once more,
but all I could wonder was why did you call her a whore,
in all that you do, I thought your love had a part,
that i had a place in your heart!
but when revelations hit me, tears dried on my cracked cheecks,
at the age so small,
I learned it's always gonna be the same;
the reality is always an end game.
so when I woke up,
I was a grown up,
oh no! not by ages but by cages,
i din see you ,
and it killed me,
but what could I do,
you never set your baby girl free!
I din know if you were alive or dead,
or wandering the streets,
you won't believe how many tears I shed
thinking you're in a morgue covered with a sheet!
I woke up all of a sudden,
i had a dream and now the guilt was a burden,
cause today you will ask me again with the same scary smile,
and I will lie once more ,
but this time to a person who is no more!
©luci220
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