I am taken a baby step in life. First, I have to let go of the past. Then I must forgive myself for all my choices, even if they were not my fault. Before I can forgive people who hurt me, I have to stop the blame myself for the thing I can't change. My life is what I make of it. We all have to choose to make. My choice was not always correct. But it was my choice. There will judge you for all your wrong. But there won't see all your right. I wish I could fix a lot in life. Trying to build a better me is not easy. People don't give me credit for the person I am. There is a build of the nativity. That I can't get out of. The door is open. But fear holds me back. What do you do when you have a lot to say? But no one hears you. I just want my voice back. So I can give my life back by writing my feelings on paper. It is the only way to express myself. I am here to try to take that first step. One small baby step. Because if I rush myself with all these feelings. I may fall back. So I have to move slowly in time. I was taken all those days to the next level. With each passing day, I get stronger. I want to take a native to impact my life positively. I will use my platform to tell my story—no more drama. Now it is time for a documentary. I won't let my nightmare take control over me. It will be bright days. There say life is what you make it. Now I have completed my story. I was the only one who chose the ending of it. I am the only one who knows my story. Because it is my story to tell. You try to change the character of me. But god didn't let you. Now I am who I was meant to be. I am a work in progress, with one story as time. Each level will have a meaning. I will use it to help anyone who has the same story. Just have to take a baby step. Because if I rush everything. It will fall on me. One level as time. We have to crawl before we walk. I crawl into my past. Now it is time to walk. One baby step as time.
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