Do you ever just look at your child and wonder what if
All grown up now and this is it
Did I do the right thing and make the right choices for them
I do and this is when
When I think about the way things are now
I think about there life and if it could be different some how
Right or wrong in how I raised them
But sometimes I wonder deep within
I not saying I was wrong at all okay
I just feel sometime I might should say
I feel resentments from my children now days
I don't see the older ones much you see
They don't have time to visit me
I tell myself to get through the day
Because I know it's just what they say
It's okay cause I tell myself I did the best I could
But they seem to misunderstood
I made choice at the time
Was the best I thought in my mind
I sorry that I let you guys down
It's hard for us to get around
To spend time with you guys is important to me
I just wish that you could see
It is okay cause when you are older and kids are grown
You will figure out you feel alone
You understand what I did then
Cause that was me doing best back when
©tinamarie
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