When I heard that you reached out to people
and talked behind my
back.
A million questions arose
in the back of my mind.
Why do this?
Why not face to face?
What made you do this way?
What do you want from me?
What did I ever do to you?
How long have you been doing this?
How much of the back biting was real?
How did I not notice?
Did you think of the consequences?
Did you realize you took my life?
Did you think of how things will turn out after that?
Did you think I won't find out?
Did you want to see all my friendships break?"
All these questions in my mind
I gather up the courage
to ask you all the questions through this poem
to see what answers I will find.
But I know you will always deny, deny, deny.
So listen
Back biting is an uncomely act of shame,
A way of the fool.
People do so because they have nothing else to do.
They have big mouths to utter what they want just for fun.
Now, I'm still asking myself
What is your aim?
Do you want I run away in anger?
I run in despair?
I run in regret?
All these happy memories
going down the drain
because you think i am nothing?
I still wonder in silence,
like a wanderer I walk
knowing my trust to you was simply too cheap
and besides regretting,I am wounded now.
I am the devil because i trusted you.
I am learning to take whatever you are doing positively
Like yeah.
Kind of you taking of my fake friends from me.
I just hope...
I really hope that you got your desire.
For even with these questions burning in me
I fear the answers
But when the truth shall be out
Just know Karma got my back.
storyline and edited by LORAH KAKU (lostsoul)
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