I'm an actress
controlling my feelings
like I control my drawings
trying to look real
while looking like the rest
I'm a horrible actress
wanting to fit in
while wanting to be me
trying to breathe normally
while covering my mouth with my hands
I'm like the ones on tv
waiting for the time to be right
when all the time in the world is in a little box
trying to see
when you all are covering my vision
I'm an actress
dressing like the rest
but looking like me
keep trying to breathe
but life clogs my throat and chokes me up
this actress
that trys to fly
while falling apart
trying to sing
while the tears choke my lungs
hidden actress
painting my eyes black
but not coming across strong
brushing my hair
only to let the blue burn it apart
yes I'm the worst actress
I don't know what I'm doing
while looking exotic
I try to feel my skin
when the skin is covered with different colors
I don't want to be an actress
Naomi~wingedfeature
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