wish I could just forget
I still download her pics
Im still holding onto her
Hoping one day she will love me again
Hoping one day she will come back
Hoping one day what we had will resurrect
It gets worse with time
I start seeing her in my dreams
I ground myself in an empty room
So that I could avoid stabbing myself to death
I still value life
So I decide to move on
I decide to make a step
I decide to start a new life
THEN BOOOM 😭😭She texts me
My healing process gets back to zero
Only to realise she wanted someone's number
I cant get over her
It never been this hard before
WRITING PAST THIS WILL BE SUICIDE
©mejor
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