I feel like this year won't last very long.
either I'm going to push you away by my mental ways, expectations that I have will no longer affect you in that way.
or you'll find your soul mate behind my back.
lie to my face, about who your with, where your at.
you'll continue to disappoint me, all of it will be intentionally.
that will be the reason something happens to me, either way you'll get your way.
no longer obligated to listen to what I have to say.
in the end I'll be the one hurting from my assumptions,
like a rodent, stuck in a wheel that's always turning.
running in circles, avoiding the truth about how you really feel about me....not in love, but there's still love, just not enough to physically want me.
©mamacita79
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