The wind howls my name
Spreading my resentments of this life
My troubles with God have become the eye of the storm
Filled with all my pain and strife
Nothing is no longer the norm.
Storm clouds surround me
The wind howls my name and the rains never come
A broken shell of a Redwood I've become
The wind blows and now I sway
Destined to my madness I feel numb
Lost in my sadness I give way
Can't you see what's become of me
This games become old
The shit I've seen
It puts a chill in me
I'm all tapped out and my souls gone cold
Here comes the rain again
It never seems to end
Here comes the pain again
My oldest friend
In a dungeon of depression I spend my wasted days again
The rains won't wash away
My sins from yesterday
The darkness is back again
It's paralyzing and I can't breathe
Forever it has a hold on me
Praying for this anxiety to leave
Feeling like God has forsaken me
Anxiously awaiting my anxiety
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