Why you always having a straight face
Yes,I walk but my mind so far
Mama's mistake haunting me
Papa's carelessness traumatizing me
Thought it's only in the novels
Until I turned twelve
Life became a little hard
Thought it would pass
Twenty three is extremely hard
Trauma east West I suffer
Can't cry openly
Coz am not allowed to
I wish I could also break down
But I have no one to lean on
I wish I could ask for something
But the answer will be same
A bastard once insulted
Thought it's just in the novels
Until I matured to face it
Do I deserve this?
©ladywound
L