I'm standing in my shower
I pull the curtain
I'm swaying to the tunes
I left to play
as I'm stepping out
I have this conflict for answer within
what is happiness?
Is happiness when I smile with no regards
is happiness...peace?
can we ever achieve happiness?
it always seems something is lacking.
I have moments.
when I don't watch the news
when I don't listen to social media
I turn on tunes reflect
and I look for the truth
what is the truth?
could we handle it if it were given?
is this fiction or non fiction?
I'm breathing which must mean I'm alive
I feel the water drips down my back
from my hair
I stand their frozen in the bathroom
All I ever seem to do is search for answers
maybe that's the problem
all good things come to those
who stop looking ...
at least from what I'm told
I'm still skeptical
this world is experiencing
a major transformation of time
moving from one zodiac era
to the next
what is happening?
is it the end of days?
or a new age becoming?
will we finally see?
will our happiness prevail to be?
nighttime bathroom conversations with myself.
it's for my health.
©morgan2020
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