Damn m jus soo fucked Up ,
Living this life of lie
Where each day u walked
Lightning this tiny hope of light
Dreaming for better tomorrow
But each new day i find it doomed
Hope seems like fading in dark
Each moments turns into nightmares
When illusion rocks
Reality sucks
Ouch it really hurts soo bad
N it's making me feels so sad
May be m stupid or might be m jus a fool
It seems like in a blowing wild wind,
House of cards m trying to build.
Tightening it with hope,
Lightening it with faith,
Thousands of times i tried
To turn that nightmare to a beautiful dream
To turn this illusion into a real screen
To turn that darkness into a light
Ready to do or die jus to win this fight
With all ma faith n believe
Patience n hope
Moments i got blowed down n it knocked me out
I always whisper within maself
I cannot give up this way
N i must just stand ma ground
Even though i seems to lost never to found
Need to look behind n around
N Try to feel that hope in that wrinkled face of ma old lady
N just try to look into the eyes with all those sacrifice n struggle of ma old daddy
Each day when the sun goes down
They still fire the light of hope for better tomorrow
N with belief n faith they smile
Putting it beside all of their sorrow.
But here i am standing so numb
Coz Simply m jus soo fucked up
Yeah I know that i do must get up
N stand this fight
But wat can u do n how will u feel
When u jus realize that
The line n the troop u r standing n fighting for ,is all on the others side
But still m here ,standing still n numb
Out of my mind,fucked up n blind
N feeling so dumb
Each cells n blood that i hold in my body n vein
Gathering strength
Is bothering n making me Insane
Simply repeating the BIG fucking question.
N asking me the reason .
What the FUCK that u were fighting for?
Who is the HELL that u were ready to dying for?
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