I shouldn't worry at all,
Because you tell me your fine,
All my worries are my own,
You say the Insecurities are all mine,
Thrusted through uncomfortable thoughts,
I only wish to share with you,
But I know you'd just be upset with me,
If all my emotions showed through,
I'm just over thinking everything,
You tell me that again and again,
It would be easier for me to accept that,
If you acknowledged the hell I'm in,
I do fight the thoughts in my head,
From beginning straight to the end,
It's just the tole that my fight puts me through,
That's so hard for me to pretend,
I wish with all of my heart,
That you could just somehow understand,
I'm doing the only thing I know how to,
And sometimes I just need a hand,
I know it's not your fault,
And honestly I shouldn't blame you,
I hope one day you will see,
The struggle of my emotional brew,
So your completely right about me,
I shouldn't worry and let think be,
Just like I shouldn't ever expect someone,
To ever understand the battle that's inside of me.
©justin_ur
J