"Each and every day as the sun Rises,
You always cross my mind as this pain and coldness are all of the same Sizes,
These blessings are coming into my life left and Right,
But still I find myself in one hell of a Dogfight,
Don't get wrong as the happiness is there as well as the Love,
As I catch myself all the time looking up Above,
Missing you is truly an understatement in every single Sense,
Whenever I was being too hard on myself, you always put in your two Cents,
Picking me up from the depths of the abyss when I thought that there would be no chance of me being Saved,
Like always, there you were to always rescue me and putting me on this path that you Paved,
I'm going to be a father now as I know the sound of this news would bring you the ultimate joy to your Soul,
As my son meeting you was my main and true Goal,
I don't get that chance and as much as it's killing me, I'm going to make sure that he's going to know your Name,
And the type of amazing person you were as you set this world on fire with your Flame,
Ever since you left, I feel even more Reserved,
As the memory of you and your existence will always be Preserved,
Within this psyche of mines as I can feel the incoming of my Tears,
Missing the one and only person who can make me feel on top of the world and conquer all of my Fears,
It's hard and rocky within this life, but I promise you that no matter what, I'm never going to go off the rails and stay Straight,
Because GRANDMA, you never once had that doubt in me when you always said that your grandson is going to do amazing things and be Great ..."
©jamaree
J