it's nice caring and being selfless because you make everyone feel gidy, except for that fact that it leaves you weak..changing the person you want to be.
I love helping others, that's why I want to teach but it's crushing my soul, it's killing me.
People walk over me like a foot stool, not listening to the words I speak, but please here me now and hear me well.
I'm living on this Earth for others and not myself, is that who you want me to be? because when I die I'll be in peace..living in perfect harmony.
But don't worry I'll keep living, not for me but for the feelings of others...I'll take care of you when you fall..give you advice when you need it most of all.
As for the friend who left..I guess if it makes you happy then go ahead, forget the thoughts rushing through my head, ignore my feelings while I lie in bed, because I'll be selfless until i'm dead.
©kit-kat
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