Makes me sad.
Makes me want to cry
To see one self destruct
Right before my eyes.
Everyday is on the line.
Don't know how to take what is good early on in the day.
Goes terribly wrong by mid afternoon.
Evening comes and its a knock out fight.
Who gets the blame.
Who gets the shame.
Who is guilty.
It all comes down to me.
Slanderous statements.
Phrases that make adults cringe when a rude remark is encouraged by the apple that falls from the tree.
Let it be.
Let it be.
For me,
I realized now,
Nobody has the right to bury ones name just because they make you mad.
This is a traumatic ordeal.
4 times betrayed
Because I made the mistake
Of trusting and believing again.
I rest my case.
This now ends and no more restarts.
This heart beat is now on the corner of a new street
©number14
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