Beaten and battered

Sorting out my life , like putting together a puzzle

Figuring what is left, It's like I am being hustled

Staring at the mirror , my vision seems doubled

Thinking in my head , it all feels like I've stumbled

Beaten and battered

Broken and scattered

Flailing and shattered

Mind feels splattered

Assuming that I'm okay , but my thoughts go wild

Assuring myself I'm well , but I'm anything but mild

Containing my feelings , but now they've compiled

Lost the moment , can't remember , last time I smiled

Beaten and battered

Broken and scattered

Flailing and shattered

Mind feels splattered

Harsh reality I have discovered, or maybe it's a sign

Truth persists in my head , thinking like it's not mine

Fables that occur within , I'm bound to step out of line

Soaking up to my neck , it's just like bathing in brine

Beaten and battered

Broken and scattered

Flailing and shattered

Mind feels splattered

Moments that persist , fueling my desire for peace

Symptoms like an illness , I wish they would cease

Battered and beaten again, my actions start to seize

Thrown around and tossed , can anyone help me please?

Beaten and battered

Broken and scattered

Flailing and shattered

Mind feels splattered

None of it mattered

I'm just a b1stard

Lost and backward

I'm just a hazard