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Beautiful & Damned

Her beauty is not just skin deep
She's beautiful for loving beyond condition despite of who has treated her poorly
She's beautiful for not stooping low to join other people's circus and get succumbed by their whirlpool of chaotic emotions
She's beautiful for the way she bounces back from every obstacle life has thrown her way after many nights she would weep to sleep
Smiling and laughing on the outside doesn't always mean someone has it all together
Some have learn to sit with their emotions and resonate with why they feel the way they feel all while their thoughts run wild
She's always been a sweet soul who attracts walking demons since she was a child
She's always had the tendency to distance herself from the ones whose words hold no value yet are always loud
Most people who didn't really add value to her life beyond the physical but want to ruin her peace and sanity
Distance was her solution to living a life of vanity
Love for others don't mean you have to torture yourself holding onto manipulators , liars , and narcissists
Love don't mean you have to endure any form of abuse and explain your decisions to leave to a got damn soul walking this planet
You can love someone and not ever speak to them again without closure
Love is not supposed to feel like a life sentence being trapped in hell
Love is not supposed to feel like a dead end or one way street
Love is not one sided
Love is not being prideful and harboring in your emotions
Love is not annihilating those who love , honor , and uplift you as if they are disposable
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