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Beautiful trauma

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
All I wanted was your love,
Your complete trust,
Your support and comfort
Its a pity, I couldn't get enough.
I remember vividly
we started gracefully
I told everyone of our love boastfully
Gave you my soul hastily
But you sold me your lies faithfully
Love is an irony.
You were my dream and my nightmare
My strength and my weakness
Losing you was my greatest fear
Hating you is bad, loving you is worse
You lift me up and you let me down
You make me smile and you make me frown
You fill my heart and you make it blank
What manner of woman are you?
You were a gift and a curse
I see you as God sent, a beautiful angel
Who continuously sent me to hell
You are the mallet in my bell
Without you I feel like an egg without a Shell
Now My heart is broken
And moving on is the hardest part
It comes in waves, the letting go
the memory fades, we all know
then I close my eyes
then I'm right back
lost in that last goodbye
What if I never get over you?
Indeed you were a beautiful trauma
©bells