It's been really boring lately
I haven't been sleeping much
I cried the other day
I feel like I'm holding in a lot of anger
Towards so much people
Including myself.
And a lot of pain
Pain that I have trouble reacting to
I feel broken on the inside
But numb on the outside
As though life has just been passing me by
I find it harder every day to show any
emotion
whether happy or sad
I feel heartbroken because I miss her
But it's as though I can't react to losing her..
I miss her
But it's as though my body doesn't want to show it
I feel as though this feeling is subtle..
Everything I do now is because of her..
I don't eat
Because of her.
I don't sleep
Because of her.
I sleep too much
Because of her.
I don't feel normal
Because of her.
I'm..
Broken..
Because of her..
©adriang
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