Why must I torture myself like this?
Why can't I break free from these restraints?
Tied so tightly to my bed post
And to the pain so unbearable I faint
I can't find the courage to look in the mirror
Too weak to deal with reality
Can't bear to see myself lying here alone
In the thought of 'This was meant to be'
You left me here soaked in despair
Tasting the salt that crumbled from a broken heart
Entangled in sheets that still lingers of your cologne
And a reminder of why you left me so torn apart
I have no choice but to embrace the truth and face my deepest fears
I wallow in my self pity and drowning in a bed full of tears
©trishalove
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