Places inside my chest have started to feel better than they've been being for so long,
Walking in the dark constantly trying to see something in it while trying to not to trip up alone,
Not long ago I met this woman that makes this road I'm walking at least not so hard to walk down,
All the things are still here but doesn't seem so bad even though the pain is hanging around,
Other's that I've cared for through out all this only has turned me bitter and tart even though not fair,
Because in the end it really effects the the one's that it shouldn't and one's that only wants to be there,
We shouldn't let things in are past effect the things that will happen in are future but we do all the time,
When hurting on a daily don't want to let others help and try to always look strong so it seems fine,
Letting other's help in anyway to me makes me feel as it shows some kind of weaknesses inside,
And because other's that has took for granted my loaty that has had me start to hide and rely on my pride,
I became very stand offish to anything anyone has to say and do until I see action behind any of it at all,
And that's truly not fair when they've done nothing wrong but try to help me up after the times I tripped and began to fall,
And I'm sorry about how I act sometimes it's not your fault in anyway I am human with insecurities inside me,
Even though you've broke through and started killing a lot of them that I thought I would be ever set free,
But walking in this dark constantly trying to see something in it while trying to not to trip up alone,
Because inside my chest have started to feel better than they've been being for so long.
Ronnie Still
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