I dont want them to have a tragedy,
That's why you come first no matter what,
I wanna get you everything you need,
Get rid of your nightmares and fears of death,
Forever is forever but dont expect it to last a lifetime,
It goes beyond that,
Much more then time,
Some nights I wake up sweating from these sightless dreams,
Wondering how the hell will I get back up,
It's not easy keeping a steady mind
When everyone around you is looking for the next dime,
To get high of, or whatever they do with it,
I just dont want to end up the worst,
I dont wanna be alone,
I just dont want to be what you hate the most,
I want love, I want it right so bad,
Enough to fill my heart with something sweet,
I've been mad, I've been sad for too long,
Anything you can tell me I'll twist into lies,
No sight, no vision, no dreams,
I couldn't tell you the last time I've felt some warmth,
But trust me this inst the worst of me,
There's been times when I would ruin a life for fun,
But I dont want see you frown,
I just want give you this crown,
Feel the world like you deserve to be here too,
I just wanna feel your lips,
I wanna know what love tastes,
Just to be here in the arms and eyes of my desires,
Tonight with you,
All I wanna do is be here right beside your smile.
©retroletgo
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