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"Behind all the pain" BY: Julia Rojas

The sad thing about her
is shes holding so much in
she wants to end her life
but she believes it is a sin
shes a fighter deep inside
but when alone,
she sits and cries
shes sitting on the floor
and she wants herself to die
"No ones gonna miss me"
"No body even cares"
"When i try to open up, they all just seem to stare"
these thoughts cloud up her mind
every day and through the night
she then says to herself
"I no longer want to fight"
her mom just says shes crazy
because she doesn't understand
how it feels to go through life
without a helping hand
her doctor gives her medicine
to try and "cure the pain"
but the problems are on the inside
and theres many more to blame
shes trying to hold to life
hoping they will see
that the girl in this poem
is depressingly me