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Behind closed doors:

The moment I step out of that door,
I hope to forget what you did to me
The night before, I become Picasso as i paint my eyes to perfection, I am a outfit stylist to cover the permanent tattoos in wounds you gave to me for not taking out the spoon from your cup that you'd used to stir the sugar of your tea oh my world if only I knew.
If only I knew, the beast I fell in love with
Was not gonna allow a beauty to change his behavior (beauty & the beast), I'll just fill up my makeup take up my acting classes to learn how to fake my behavior while picking up the tear drops on the floor that should remain spotless or else I'd hear the bell ring it's round 2 Mike Tyson is punching me out of that door.
That door left me bruised I'd make excuses for you saying I fell that's why my eyes are swollen and blue I'd pretend it was the booze that influenced that angry side of you to change the outside appearance of a loyal woman in love with you, I pray to God that one day you'd wake-up and notice there ain't gonna be another one like me once I'm 6 feet due to your two fists killing me inside quickly.
The unapologetic poet
18/10/2018