for some odd reason i continue to peer into the depths of my previous conceptions
i thought just for reference and learned lessons
but truth be told im stressin and the past was safe place
fight or flight mentality leads me right back to the same place
next to you.......
but why..
and ni matter how much i fight it i miss you in my dreams i kiss you
thinking how i tricked you
think i did worst then hit you
though i never laid a hand
i did worst then leave you though i never took a stand
my heart screams for you but i hate your guts
i hope you know got dammit you've made me an addict
that drug your love became more then habit
more like a way to live the absolute to breath
felt without you i was lesser then the shit keeping me grounded no atmospheric pressure
just to look my direction such a blissful gesture
id do it all fuck my life im supposed to do better
you love it huh years later and im still where you want me
down under your foot but also over your ass
im done with it all........
but if you need me im here
i keep looking behind me
©po3t
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