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Behind My Silence 

(You face me in silence
and hope is in your eyes
unspoken, yet pleading you
wait for my reply)
Alone now, I tremble
in want of your embrace.
Let not tears fall from me,
let my inner-Self be the way.
Looking glass shattered eyes,
bleeding so softly,
a selfish hollow smile
cracks my foundation.
My night is now filled
with agony, as your energy
 still floats through the air.
I Taste the tainted rain that falls
,I'm so close to a realization. 
( I wake in chains these shackles
tear my flesh, and blood that flows from these wounds,
flows back as night.)
So the night wears on,
and so my patience thins.
I now walk through this fire,
to purify my sins,
to my eyes dawn this horror, 
I realize!  I'm alone again...
Into the airless night,
I'm cast out!
Hear me calling in
this blessed tone,
I am like a child in wanting,
a feeling not unlike regret
permeates me...
Consciousness killing me Softly
with realization, Im still reeling
from the last caress,
the longest good-bye.
Chilled to the bone,
Cold Fusion Chills
Sear my flesh and I feel & breed
(A Vicious Betrayal)
I hear whispers(I hear you)
but  poison!(flows in me)
Lost inside of you,
I can't be free of you,
Break my bonds again..
Loves lost, Arrogant Artist
paints strife on my canvas
(Expressing)Lifes Failure!!
I am a fool to not see
shades of Death, stalking...
I should have heard the
whispers of infectious descent,
breaking my heart bonds again.
(Loves Lost Endeavor)
It may seem; at the last,
the days passing, that
it means nothing, but the sun that sets, causes only pain, (ViolenceInWords)
like slashes, wounding deeply..
Love is not, when you  feel only pain.
(I stumble to the Ground!)
The night once called to me,
an eloquent caress was offered.
(I'll not make my bed with lies)
Though In its place the night left a subtle,
yet much truer thing, and now
by this I gauge the world.
(Giving me strength for this mortal dance)
This burning Passion,
 it fills me, I engage in 
an endothermic Spirit process.
Natural logarithms &algorithms begin to spontaneously occur, increasing my clarity & the sharpness of my focus,
Increasing the intense enthalpy
of my luminous Desire=Purpose...
 It drives me and drives my cause
It fills me with reasons;
the All SparkLife(Motivation)...