all you see is a smile...
all you see is a disguise...
but what you don't see is;
the constant worry that you won't believe me
the fear that you will stab me in the back
and the sadness when I see you with someone else
you only hear me laugh
when you ask
I'm fine
but you don't hear
my screaming inside when you disagree with me, no, you can't hear my pleas for help when you tell me you are leaving
all you know of me is a disguise.
©potatoe
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