behold a foe
looking directly in my eyes as I hold back tears from overload heart feels heavy, broke and cold results of someone that apparently no one knows
this show gets old....
I think of how bad I wish I saw you with a broken nose
missing teeth and swollen bones....
I tend to plot your death at times when I am home alone.....
you ruined my life
I can't help but laugh although not one single jokes been told to cover up the fact I'm alone and cold
I'll be a victim no more...
I'm the king in this picture and I shall never be overthrown
I'll defend it going to war and throw some bows
so this my time while we are here
standing toe to toe
the courage provided by the taste of this liquor
allowed me to stand here face to face with my killer (I'm killing my killer)
chills up my spine it hit like a thriller
I hit with all my might and what I can deliver only to be unsatisfied at his figure
it made me feel sicker I literally threw up my dinner
it made me feel bitter when I understand and considered that in the end, I wasn't the winner....
the whole time I was face to face with this critter I didn't get to realize
my worst enemy was me
in the mirror
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