after the lashes everything good vanishes like a dream down below the ashes hide from the Pain don't know how far I can go
untill everything I love crashes leaving Pitiful stain
I can see the scars Under the
welts , dripping blood' the Flogging a lesson Learned to well
Chrs.
I got to change to change my world before
Everything I hold comes unfurled
Life's a cruel joke as it turns my mind in a scrabbled swirl.
Unfortunate circumstance laying out the path
On relapses as my life collapses missing sinaps
Rolling the die take the chance hope I don't get the question why I got denied the natural order of life. Letting the pieces fall in place parts of my puzzle out of place and missing the edges that hold in my head from forgetting the stages to take place
All the spaces between
And all the stitches were broken clean
Holding the pound of flesh cut in fresh
Disinfect the blood as it turns cold
Bones are rotting with the dead
My demons escape my head
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