I'm falling closer to the ground.
I know some day I won't be around.
If this bottle doesn't take me, I know these pills will.
I'm lying recklessly on top of this hill.
I've fallen into this pit and I can't get out.
My anxieties are to the top, but isn't this what depression is about.
You fall then you bounce right back up to fall again.
I lived to say that this might be my end.
I have lived through my darkest days
I have confessed that I'm not okay.
I lied to get what I need
I cut til I bleed..
These emotions are over the top.
But yet I don't give up
I cry, I scream, I live through my nightmares.
Every day I can say that I care..
I care about me, but sometimes it just looks like I'm giving up on life.
Take these chains away from my sorrowful strife.
Maybe sometimes I just need to believe.
Believe that there are better days ahead to dream.
I just need to dream..
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