We thought we can turn it into beauty and sunshine
But we both failed miserably every time we tried
No, no you were not wrong, neither was i
It just didn't mean us to be together in this time
Yes, yes i loved you and you did love me back
But, it was not in our hands to make it till the end.
Its sad how things changed, we started fighting like we didn't care
You were always in my mind, our plans we shared every night.
Oh yes, it makes me sad because we planned for something really beautiful, raspberry and sunshine, time flew but it never changed.
We tried but are now tired of failing all over again and again.
I should have made it easier for you to be happier with me
I should have made it easier to smile even in pain
Im sorry, i couldn't make it right,
But trust me honey, i tried whatever it could take to make it work
We cried because we wanted it so bad to happen at first place,
We gave all of us still it didn't go as planned.
It made me feel bad seeing you so sad after every fight i had
It made me feel worthless everytime i saw you in those sleepless nights
I could have made it better, we could have made it better
But we know, we tried our best still nothing changed.
Should we now give up or give it an another chance
Please hold me tight and say everything is going to be alright
I still don't wanna let it go, im sorry im not ready for it
I still don't know where it will end, but hey i still wanna keep some hope for some better time.
I can see how we are changing, how we are stopping ourselves to give it one more shot
I don't blame you or me, it just turned to something we never planned
All those better times of our future plans can still make me cry every night.
I wish we could turn this time to something we wished for, something like some better time.
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