I've bled my own blood, I've fracture bone.
There is nowhere here, that I can atone.
I am weak, I can't seem to find my way.
In this resurgence, it's hard to know what to say.
The man that I was, the monster I am.
Alone in this, I have become the dammed.
I am tired and I can't see the day.
For in this darkness, No one can find their way.
But as tired as I am and just as weak.
I know a soul, my own soul seeks.
It's in her, and it's forever been this way.
'Cause without her, I'll never see the day.
She speaks to my heart, she knows my soul.
However, sadly; she won't let it show.
We're in love, but you'll never know.
No, sadly; she'll never pay the toll.
Won't whisper the words, won't share the thoughts.
So the love that we have, is all but forgot.
I survive but, I'll never be truly free.
For the hold on my heart is how she tortures me.
In her dark grasp...
I'll never know my way.
©jarnmarr
J