Right now I'm sad,
This is the time I write words that rhyme,
I just want to say my mind,
I'm going to build walls right now,
I'm going to fence up my life,
I will never give anyone the chance to get to know me inside,
Even when I cry and someone asks me if I'm fine?
All I will do is just smile and continue with my ride,
I'm a big girl and big girls don't cry.
I won't ask anyone for help,
I will stay on my own and I won't be myself,
I will fake and pretend,
I'm tired of been hurt and misinterpreted,
I will hide all the hurt and pain instead,
I have to say this I hate myself,
But I'm a big girl and big girls don't rate themselves.
I wish l could give my life to someone else,
I know the world will be a better place without me a mess,
I know I'm worthless,
I will never show my true self,
I give up been the good girl,
Everyone can go to hell for all I care,
But I'm a big girl and big girls don't send people to hell.
©deryl
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