The big man scares me
Hovering over my daily schedule
Bickering behind me during normal interactions
Murmuring mumbles that keep my mind distracted
Who knew he could become so scary
I tried to avoid him
Hiding him from the public eye
Burying him under the many secrets I decided to hide
Feeding him the dread and darkness flowing within me incessantly
Trying to bottle up his reign until he eventually overtakes me
The big man scares me
Seemingly no way to cut him down
Please leave me alone
This wish becomes a mere leaflet of lost hope
As I continue to feed him more
The scary big man grows bigger
Maybe one day I could defeat him
Until that day he distracts and destroys my mental compass on a daily occurance
The big man scares me
©kamen1
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