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big mistake

I made a big mistake, I fucked up so many times now it's like there is so much you could take.
Now I see the pain in your eyes, no way to hide or disguise
I know I hurt you bad, now I'm feeling sad
But I never imagined that you would retaliate like that you went straight for the heart skipped the knife in the back.
You took it to another level, now I'm staring at the devil
What was once love is now turned to hate
I can't even escape, no matter how much I try
I should have known better, now it's too late
Cause the pen is mightier than the sword and you wrote my fate
Can't believe you went ahead and did it, you really quit it
The words on that paper left me feeling degraded
My reputation tarnished and my name hated
But this is what happens when you mess with someone's heart
Now I'm paying the price for tearing our love apart
Now I'm lying here, breathing my last breath
Thinking about the love I let go to waste
Wishing that I could change the past and erase my dirty deeds.
But it's my own fault, my own mistake
Cause I hurt you so bad, and now murder you wrote,
©azultheone