I am afraid
not to walk in the darkness
but to run back
after going halfway
I am afraid
I will quit in the middle
I am afraid the promises I made
the promises we made
won't be fulfilled
but the greatest fear
I have
is being forgotten.
I know I often stay alone,
but it doesn't mean
I don't like someone to stay behind me
all the time,
care about me.
yeah, it's annoying.
to hear all the nagging,
and being ordered around,
but at least it won't make you afraid.
the feeling
that brings worry,
the feeling
that bring sorrow,
all of them just because.
I am afraid,
tell everything
to share all my thoughts with someone:
to actually find the person I love,
because what if he leaves me,
and that is the fear that is holding me,
but I can't let it go.
©poems_writ
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