hands tied.
legs tremble just to be caress.
feeling the intimacy the undeniable weight of me not being there but you feel me anyway.
bounded you feel a touch.
a soft whisper of a soft caress.
you wish for heaven but it's here between your legs.
a kiss of rain whispers in between.
your natural rosy pink full lips part as the cold becomes you.
fingers become like a language between lust and longing.
your heart stops into a fast melodic patter races to the haunting sounds of my voice.
a sigh swallow me whole.
like music playing and I only know.
your breasts made free in your flannel jacket bursting heat to consume me as I watched them lingering your fingers gently caressing.
as I'm binded by love.
losing control just to cut loose.
purgatory is not hell it's only heaven in my eyes.
and I'm blind with my heart on lock.
paralyzed I can't move.
my mind can't forget.
the softness of you.
the highs and lows of loving you.
I'm in withdrawal.
missing the warmth you left me with.
it haunts me like a ghost.
hands tied.
like a corpse.
I wish to feel again.
to want again.
the agony of breathing when your lungs are ash.
time and time again I feel the ache.
like cancer I need you to linger.
wanting this sweetness never to die.
©darkmocha
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