J

Bitter Missing

Everytime I see you with someone I trip,
My hands are empty without you, but I mustn't slip,
No matter how tight your grip, you have me intransigent
Through all the destruction lies a love so wrong, yet content, cause it's easy to fall for you rather then be strong. I miss the way you made me feel, all the moments you would steal, away from the world just you and I. I'd go with you and never ask why, cause a part of me knew it wouldn't last, and our time together would come and pass, into the past. Part of what we had will always outlast my life will never be the same, head down I know who I want to blame, and it's you, just say I had no choice in the matter, there was nothing I could do. But I know that's not true. I fell for you knowing I'd dig a grave this deep, you had me throughout the nights without sleep, but I didn't mind, cause I had you. the truth is I'll never get over you. And it's not what it may seem. You a carnival demon, I'll never be without you. But I won't allow you back in my bitter sweet treat, I'm recovering from you. My drug.
©justin_ur