"Stuck in the middle as I'm so Torn,
Can't show resentment towards you because you've been for me ever since the moment I was Born,
Hate it that the relationship we have jumps from the extreme highs to the deepest of Lows,
Just don't get at times but I guess that just the way life Goes,
It affects me so much that it has me in airplane Mode,
Reaching the maximum height of the skies as time is Slowed,
Down and is going at such a snail like Pace,
Thinking to myself that all I want to do is make you proud and not turn out to be an embarrassing Disgrace,
The pain is there but you can't see see it when you're Here,
As it only comes out when I'm by myself and in the Clear,
Tears and this heavy burden of weight that's stays Attached,
To my whole existence that I see no way of it going away and being Snatched,
Never told you this to your face but I've always felt like I'm the black Sheep,
The one that always does everything for others but still have to prove himself and earn his Keep,
Whenever we have our fights, I always take the option of Defeat,
Because you can be here today and gone tomorrow and I don't want us ending up on that side of bitter as I'd rather us be on that side of Sweet ..."
©jamaree
J