deep down in my heart
am broken and my legs shaking
my faith can't carry my worries any more at this point
I will assume I need help
family have failed me
all friends gone
should I drink my last wine and die?
maybe that will give me a privilege to stand face to face with my maker
so I can ask some questions
how come I never had the chance to pick any parent myself?
how come I did not select my siblings myself?
I had some friends though
funny,how they act like they get it
instead they keep adding black to black
what difference does it make?
i can't wait for nightfall
can't wait to sleep
and turn all these into tiny black endless tunnels.
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