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Black Bird

Is this just another story ?
Was there ever a story ?
Wrestled to the ground
Black bird made no sound
She wishes someone had screamed stop
She wishes someone had said dont
She wishes she had no mind of her own
For that moment remotely controlled
She wishes she knew then what she knows now
She wishes she saw then what she sees now
She wishes she was told then what she is told now
Perhaps life would have taken a different turn
Uncovered pangs of guilt and regret
No voice heard,no will to fight
Uncovered pangs of dirt and disgust
Her childhood and perfect life
In one boat they sank
Too late for apologies not regret
The deed has been done
The damage has been made
The price yet to be paid
Still the heart suffers daily in pain
Predators of souls
Scavengers in a roll
You have eaten white bird deep
Now she is empty,filthy and rotten
Naive and stupid
Blind and insensitive
Weak and immature
Free minded and sad
White bird turned black
Black bird became wingless
Wingless birds will never fly
Because of him ,The him she despise
Wrestled to the ground
Black bird made no sound
Wrestled to the ground
Black bird never asked for this
Black bird never trusts
She is hurt
She yearns her white self
She is insecure
Black bird is silenced
White bird is lost
White bird is gone
Black bird is me
©hearmeout