your asking me to be honest with you but im all out of reasons left to care.
theirs a bitter pill to swallow if i admit the things inside my mind or even try to tell you why i went their?
please dont pull the relovers trigger if i say the truth, no one knows the remedy to the posion in our systems or why we make so many problems for ourself in the mist of our defeat. hopeless mistakes mixed in with ignorance never is a happy feat.
so we all will dance our last days into a haze of bittersweet life on the edge and ill do this .
until im pushing posies and im inside a desead mind ill never give a second thought or the people i may harm. please dont bother in trying to help or an atemot to save me. this is my only way im going to be made felt better so no need for alarm.
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