Let's parade the charade get lost in misery.
I feel like I will never let me love me.
So I savor the sadness.
Embrace the happiness and get lost in the madness.
I can't change what's happened.
Something's are best left be.
I've tried too much to be a Martyr in a life that was never meant for me.
Black out the Sun.
Go tell everyone.
I'm not perfect.
I never wanted to be one.
I'm fighting the demons inside of me no matter what the cost.
Wars are won.
Wars are lost.
Black out the Sun.
You see Hell in my eyes.
I can see through your lies.
Fuck the fake tears you cry for me.
I'm drowning inside.
I need air, I can't fucking breathe.
My chains of steel nobody can set me free.
I'm at war with myself so shame on me.
A fruitless battle that can't be won.
Head underwater .
Black out the Sun.
Black out the Sun.
Away from the pain I run.
I'm not perfect.
I never wanted to be one.
I'm fighting the demons inside of me no matter what the cost.
Wars are won.
Wars are lost.
Black out the Sun.
I've felt such deep pain that it broke my heart.
Shattered to pieces it can't be put back together again.
When it came to losing you I fell apart.
My words are sadness from within.
I write what I feel.
Disgusted with the ordeal.
My heart bleeding out for you to see.
Shame on me.
Black out the Sun.
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