The words you used were mine,
used on me countless times,
Doesn't make what I've felt,
what I've bled un-true.
Consumed in loathing, I started hating you.
Though I felt, I never let the words spill out.
It makes me sick! Until I can't breathe.
Silence me, so I can't be!
I Never wanted to be your enemy.
I walk the high road away from you.
God knows what I've been through..
This is the life I have,
this is the life I choose..
I walked away,
the high road away from you.
I walked away, walked away,
(I made an enemy)
(I never wanted)
I never wanted my poison to burn through.
I've been Labeled malcontent,
by bastards of decent,
Excuse this place I stand,
can't you see; are words
are only to help us elude.
I wanna stand beside you
I wanna try to feel the
feverish pain you're going through.
'Til my death, I'll see this through.
Your cold sweats & hallucinations,
making me want to scream,
to express the hell I'm going through;
The addiction keeps taking you.
Can you see me through the blur
of your bloodshot eyes.
I'm choking on your lies..
Should I fight, or let my hope die?
I will fight!
(Don't break down in front of me)
I Will Fight!
Can you Hear me?
(I am not the enemy)
I will keep trying, until the end of time;
Are you listening to me?
I will stand with you, by your side..
I am not your enemy.
People are sick of caring,
there's no silver lining
on that cloud covering you,
Let it pour out!
(From the odious depths)
and soak you through.
It seems like no hope, just desperation,
So just sit and wait for death..
(And you pray it takes you soon)
The monster is taking control of you..
It makes me sick!
'till I can't breathe...
Silence me, so I can't be!
Look Deep inside & realize,
Set your spirit free...
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