Wondering in the darkness
looking for a solution
this is more than matrix
I need to breathe
for my heart bleeds
why do fake turn real
and real turn fake
my mind is blown
Checking my esteem slowly
I don't walk with them nowdays
I gain a lonely confidance
my works are hopeless even to my own perspective
I need a helper
for study life is challenging
I go through ups and downs
my exam results are pathetic
I don't have money to pay for my rents
I don't have a cent to raise food
and yet assignments awaits
will I graduate
is this university life fair
I need to scream
My heart bleeds
but my minds screams
And my soul wails
but I guess I need to let go
let life flow with my pace
for God is saying something
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