Everyday I feel as if I’m fading
Fading from those whom I love
Some days I’d swear I have nothing
Some days I struggle to sleep
Crying, praying and hoping for better days
Some say I’m crazy
Some say I’m untrustworthy
How am I judged when we all just the same
We all make mistakes
During those dark days I’d question God
Question him to the point where I’d think he weren’t even real
I’d questioning him and bring up all my wrongs
Not realising he made me who I have become
Not realising how blessed I am and have been in life
I used to play with life thinking it were Hell
Yes I’ve been broken too I think it was kind of hard to tell
God made me see the bigger picture
And now I believe
I believe in He who was raised
The Holy Spirit who guides me out the dark
©k_lettia
K