In anger, I might disobey their request.
In my anger I aroused their anger as well
Eventually,
The two bitter tongues turned each other's back and left
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My sister and I had a really bad p.m
she calls me and said 'can we go to nearby junction because they've their tiffin share with friends in college tomorrow.
I said, 'No'. She cut the call with 'thank you for being such a good sister😡 (It's so silly of me, i couldve said yes to her🥹❤️🩹)
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I hope my sister realise how I'm battling everytime when these situations cross between us. It's really not our first time.
I don't know about her, but I have the habit of staying alone in room and cry feeling guilty for hurting her and NOT BEING ABLE TO REMAIN HUMBLE DURING THE PEAK OF MY ANGER. I know we will soon be back to normal. I just hope my sister knows how much she means to me and how less I show my care. I talk to God about you in tears and blame myself each and every single time now. And I get strength to forget our wrongs. Im so grateful I'm on my knees after each fight feeling guilty. She was, is still and will be my ever blessing in disguise. All those years, our silly fights led me to Lord.
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I hope she don't count my wrong deeds because it burns me whenever she hits this button on. I hope she talks to God about my attitude and be able to forgive me.
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I just pray that one day we both count our blessings instead of our past mistakes.
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Thank you Jesus for teaching me through Your word.
Only You can give me such Wisdom revelations.Amen.
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