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blind devotion

to love blindly and to know it's your doom.
to want what's forbidden and crave to be desired yet I'm invisible to you.
to be the death of me yet I don't mind dying.
to be only yours though you're sick of me trying.
to long for the touch of your hand yet it will never be.
to love foolishly naively never moderately.
yet I belong with you.
I want you.
I need you.
yet I would love blindly just to be with you.
yet to me your lipstick stained lips never tell sweet lies only a sweeter truth.
yet I'm bound to you I don't need proof.
I look for love in your eyes.
a heaven my darkened paradise.
the lips that make me want to die yet live.
your touch that I cannot never have.
the kiss I can never chase.
your body I can never caress.
Bodies that can never linger yet wish to collide.
skin that can never be devour.
yet I love you like a fool.
I know it's madness wanting what I can't have.
yet I dream of you but only it doesn't feel like a dream.
I am a ghost to you, you see.
lonely strangers that never want to be free.
yet I close my eyes just to dream.
the soft richness of your moans and screams.
yet I often make love to you every time in my dreams.
leaving them wet gushing between lust and a kiss.
yet I fall for the best friend time and time again I often miss.
falling for heaven.
though the goddess is out of reach.
wanting to love you.
someone whose sweet as a peach.
©darkdeity