Once upon a time,things were rough, been through depression, things were tough.I fell for someone who I knew was a game,got caught up in my feelings which got me insane them I knew these memories could be formed !
I lost control of my emotions,
while going through my relations and I know it's suppose to be a ship but I got lost in a pit. I was weak for someone who at that time meant me nothing! Which in fact I needed something..Your love only! I never wanted words! I wanted you to show me
I sometimes reflect on some memories that my "now" me would called messed up shegry
I stay reminiscing as if my memories were gold pressing and my wounds were here tearing and you were the doctor dressing. There's nothing to miss, nothing I'd fix cause even when I stayed in, you always had me in the mix. I feared you because I loved you with all my heart and never thought of us being apart until I came to my realization and you were no longer a sensation of my admiration.
I saw that you weren't worth my trust
I saw that you were disloyal but boy! I was blind to your heart's rust.
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